new begin

yes. I have changed my blog template. nothing special i guess. kinda weak in designing. I feel embarrassed to said that I learn html (webpage design) b4. But i cant make it for my own page. Lolz...
anyway, keep learning then. erm, chosen a camera background image as my page background since I love to take pic everywhere i go at any moment anytime. crazy huh. some ppl might cant stand v this hobby. people said: "摄影可以让瞬间变成永恒"! Its so true, right?. That's why i love to take pic. some ppl might feel annoying. who cares. :)
I hope to get my own DSLR so badly. hmm, maybe a semi pro camera will do just like Nikon 1. hehe... So, added to wish list then. =)

I sense that someone in my dept treated me differently than others. make me feel like kinda of boycott me. sad :( I hated the feeling to be boycott. I do nothing but why I smell the different. She just like perfunctory me I guess. I did nothing behind her. maybe i said something wrong but I din realized that I offended her. who cares if she really want to be like this. I can't control. She will never the reason screw up my day. 

finally I got my new haircut since cny. keeping my long length. Just trimmed for fringe. =)  Just few days passed, I missed my long fringe already. Lolz... In fact, i feel to have a short hair indeed. but after consideration, i feel that I better keep long now and short after I get married. hahaha. what a thought!! I jus feel like Its better to have long hair when we are young. When goes ages, i think shorter might be more suitable then. keke. * my own theory :)

left - before & right - after. :) How is look like?.

capture while Im driving back home after hair salon. silly Look. XD

    pic of my boyfie. I miss him so much. =)

Im trying to change my page cover photo. hm, hopefully design a nice 1 by using "meitu". :) I just cant wait for this coming saturday KL trip v my boyfie and sista. stay Tuned. Love Life ♥

p/s: people said that my displayed song feel like kinda sad. hm, Its NOT at all. It feel and give hope to me. :) don't you?..♥

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Its Friday today. It should be ahappy friday for most of the people since tmr is holiday again. :)
as normal i wil be at my sweet home by today but im not going bak today due to I got a badminton practice v colleagues tmr morning. miss my niece so much...

see! how cute she is! :)

what a boring friday i have :( staying alone at home. feel to go out and have a drink but i found no frens to acc me..poor me!! anyway, be cheers and so im blogging here. hehe

seem like not in good luck in my career. has been interviewed few companies. Some responded but im not prefered, some not responded but im prefered. Applied for the Accenture in singapore. wish to go and explorer over there. I tot it is a chance for me. who knows?. they rejected my application. kinda sad to received that email. I tot there is a hope to me but end up wil disaapointment. keep finding. My ex-colleague has introduced me one of the Tets Engineer pos in singapore called SDJU if im not wrong. Im thinking to apply it or not since they are looking for senior but not like me which have a a year+ experienced "kid". anyhow, its under consideration. give another 2 weeks time to see whether the company call me second interview or not. :)

one of the HUGE boss in my department coming along from USA to PG and we have the meeting sharing session v him called Tom. yes. frist time I meet my big big boss. During the meeting, few project managers gave their talking and sharing to us. I looked to the way they present, they are so awesome. It gives a feel to me saying that they r so talentant and so knowledgeable. especially my project manager. The way she spoke, the way she present, she looks tough and strong. while she is presenting, I was thinking "will there be a day I will be look forward jus like her?" if she can, why not me.?..right?. said is much more easy than action. recently listened to a song called "What are words" by Chris Medina. Its such a nice song. and i rmb that part of the song lyric sing with "What are words if you really don't meant it when you said them". So once we said it out , promised made and we do it as much as we can.

I think i need to change an environemnt and explorer to other job scope. hope that I can get the job. I believe I will get more chances to learn in all acpects like speaking, communication skill with clients, presentation skills, thoughts, technical skil and others. one thing I needed to learn in most is to be confident. im seriously lack of it. :(

Ok. I gonna watch vampire dairies now. tata :)
here to wish happy mother's day to all mummy in the world and also my mama., mum I love you. thanks for bringing me to the world and giving me such a lot of love and cares, things and lot more. Thanks you. Be healthy always. Love mum, Love Life ♥

my boyfie said I look like hybrid in this pic :)

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Yes. Im blogging now :) stop since few months ago..Lolz..
heard from manni that i got quite a "sweet" smile from my blog. Only I realised that i have long long time did'nt update it. Im not really busy in my working life. Just feel nothing to blog about! life goes bored after graduated form college life, after i came back from UK. I miss college time a lot. UK weather alot! college fren especially manni, anne, nini, yy, all of them :)
So wish I can turn the time back to the precious moments. But its not going to be real.I have faced that we r all growing to look forward to our career, relationship, family. Most importantly - Career!!

topic that we have during college time are all about non-sense in most. But now?all we have talk right now are surely related to job. feel it?.Its so called "Life"! every person will and must gone through this cycle. I have been working for a year plus. But honestly I stil can't adapt to it. Not really can't adapt, but just I feel like I lost something in my life. friends? life? every week keeping the same routine. But sometime Its not just only your decision. I have to think for other like you couple. something you need to sacrify for it. people can choose to live happily or with sadness. Even though when something goes which you not really meant to be, but I accept it and move on. Life is yours! sometime things might not be what you desired, but we still can be who we are. Its depends to you. A chinese word to said : "既來之,則安之". So once i choose to be, then I will try to accept it and find the interest of it. I got a lot of my though, but I just can't make it in real! I sacrified for what I think is worth.

I love this pic much coz I curl my hair myself :)

second pic favorite coz face look slim :)

back to the topic i have v manni in this afternoon. How to have a sweet smile?.. easy. sweet smile - smile from your heart. If you are happy at the moment, then your smile will be ever sweet.

Its last day of April. gosh. Time flies. alwasy appreciate everything. Love Life  

thats called "sweet smile" already lor....XD

 

 

 

 

♥ Friendship Forever ♥

yoyo...here im going to blog now!hehe...has been long long time din blog d...kinda lazy...haha...
im gonna record down my fren wedding here...- tadah...is her - ah san - our tai ka jie...keke^^...she is married to a very handsome + tall husband ♥

ok...share v u guys the latest M3...keke..XD

很高兴 G8 又再次全部到齐了。。结了婚的她少了和我们联络！就这样时间过了大概要两年吧！在珊的婚宴里，我们全部都来了！刚开始还以为会很尴尬跟咏聊天， 可是好朋友就是这样！我们的话题还是很多！她也还是跟以前一样， 除了有了点妈咪的味道， 她还是以前的她！爱开玩笑！只是好像少了她的“马笑声”。嘻嘻。。。想回以前， 只要那个地方有我们，那里就会有“恐怖的笑声”。。在学校我们还是满出名！什么？就是出名“坏”。嘻嘻。。我们都做了很多好笑的事情，也很多不好的事！虽然我和她们不同班，但下课时， 她们会来找我等我然后吃饭去！买食物饮料也一定是八人分。大家就这样在一起的感觉超棒！我们真的有好多好多及好笑又温馨的回忆！我不会忘了！

毕业了！升学的升学，作工的作工！开始慢慢的减少聚会！我就到了外地读书， 每当回来时，大家就会去来喝茶！update 一下每个人的事。嘻嘻。。她这么样，这么样， 你这么样， 这么样。。blabla 一大堆。。虽然少了聚会， 但大家的感情还是很要好！♥。。即使当中有误会发生， 大家还是会想办法和解！过了一段时间， 还是会像以前一样的好！这就是朋友！我喜欢你们！♥。

慢慢的，咏结婚了！♥ 接下来就是秋， 然后就珊！ 大家找到了自己的幸福！慢慢踏上另一个人生的阶段！ 祝她们永远幸福快乐，友谊永固！♥ 
 现在我们的话题都是围绕在，几时结婚啊？几时要生孩子啊？孩子的问题啊？大家都有股冲动想结婚了！嘻嘻。。来，大家一起幸福吧！幸福简单，简单幸福！♥ 
大家记得，一定要保持这样哦！永远都是好姐妹！ ♥ 好吗？

傻傻的肥肥的我们，不会化妆， 不会扮美美。嘻嘻。

 秋结婚的时候。都变漂亮咯。。

 珊结婚的时候，大家好像有点发胖了，但新娘是超美哦。。

我珍惜我身边的每个人- 我的家人，我的他， 当然我的好朋友们。我爱你们
Love Life ♥

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 fly up high^^i love this post.

Its 10/10 today^^...quite lot of ppl birthday today huh??...my cousin and anne and other else who i dun know....hahaha....happy birthday to them...^^

team build??..ya...thats my first time to have team building v my colleagues in agilent!!Its Fun fun and Fun....a simple gathering by having lunch at E & O hotel and continue with bowling game...I have a great great time v them!!

guess who is the lucky 1 to win the lucky draw??...haha...obviously thats me lor....keke^^....not much special jus get voucher of sunshine....^^anyway..that day was my DAY....^^

 acting..LOlz...thats my cube^^

Fae, Nathan and Jing Huey here..^^

again mei ching here..^^

she is the one who teach me alot...^^Faeza

  group picha!!...*the black 1 is the big 1....Lolz..keke^^

i think avone do know that Steve Job is jus passed away few days ago..!!guess wat?...i jus knew this person when ppl posted his death news in the fb!!...i dun know well about him. but  when i read thru the article about him..i know that he is jus a great person...look smart...look so kind...and adorable^^....and i decided to buy an iphone4S instead of wait for the iphone5...jus feel so meaningful of having iphone4S...hehe^^know wat??..he is not jus a  chairman & CEO at Apple Inc...he is also Director at The Walt Disney Company...there r lot of slogan from Steve Job and wat i know from that is..."Do what you love & be what you want to be"...Just be yourself....that what i understand from him....i guess He will be remembered by avone when ppl talk about Iphone..^^god bless him...^^

as what steve job said, despite of what ppl judge on you...jus be yourself!!ya...i love the way i am!!..i dun care ppl to judge or even laugh at me for anything i do not know...i dun like those ppl who laugh at the person and they think we r stupid...and how awesome r they...Lolz...phew!!ignore them...!!as long as i happy in my way..lalala^^

Love Life♥♥♥

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Hi!!finally today is the last day of nine emperor festival...feel bit sad coz cant go bak to hometown for the last day of this event...dun know y??..i think this maybe becoz of my baby hubby participate well in this event, and so do I feel to join this as well...always think to go there have a look..feel the happening over there...maybe this time most days fall in the weekday and maybe timing not suitable...teehee....anyway, jus wait for next year !!...


Suddenly think of the conversation between me and my baby hubby:- its sound like that
男：你在做什么？
女：在看靓仔！！
男：哦。。很多靓仔喔？
女：对咯！太多靓仔看了。
男：靓仔过我嚒？
女：当然啦！
男：哦。。。
女：可是。。。。我就只喜欢你啊！

Lolz...白痴对话！！however, i feel this quite "lam" lorr...hehe^^*bullshit....jus sharing..
at this moment, i will jus like "body in pg but my heart in sp"..Lolz..
always think of the happening event in my hometown....
haiz...watever...continue my movie...stay tuned!!

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i feel this yeng..Lolz..

hello people!im updating it now..^^
guess wat??..got a new bestie buddy introduce to u guys..!!
His name is Eudy and he will be my damn good buddy ever after^^...and his birthday date is in 23 sept and i will always celebrate v him!!
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tadah.....Thats my new first car in my life^^ Swift ...wooHoo..
feeling so damn good to drive it out^^....haha....I will treat him as my bestie in my life....teehee^^
u know wat?..when i get Eudy, i jus feel so damn excited and after while, its jus bak to normal...!!huh?...maybe im excited till dun know how to describe??..Lolz...anyway, i have not to spend so much money then! i need to feed my Eudy. and im happy to do that coz i get wat i wan!!^^

Its 九王爷festival again!!...my b will give his hand to helping in temple for 9 days...not much time to meet him again....T.T....im still remember of last year festival i wil jus back from UK. and i alwasy ask my frens to fetch me to that temple to look around and meet meet my b..Lolz...and this year, Im got work right now^^..time is not allow me to do that..

one thing im wondering!!when ur phone is ringing, who u think wil on the phone??..who u wish to on the phone??...um, I will always wish my b to call me to text me..^^...i miss him sososo muchie^^...sometime love is jus like this..ya??...
avthing avtime the first person i wil think of is HIM....*love poison^^
Im jus feeling so comfortable to be v HIM....sometime u know this is his bad side and he is stil doing it in front of u...u will jus feel mad of him and scold him...after while, u will jus to accept it and wait for him to change a lil bit more time by time^^...so weird...right??...ofcoz noONE is 100% perfect...and so do u!!...I miss my b so much....i really miss him....wat if i can meet him after work....wau, i will feel like im the happiness girl in the world...hehe^^..Im not exaggerating...its true^^....you can meet someone u love after pressure work, wau, that feel so good...^^for me...
is that simple...^^
sometime im complained he is always bz and no time to accompany me...and becoz of this, i argue v him couple of time...actually i know he busy and i know he tired too...but sometime jus cant endure and finally Screw it up...
So, I have to learn to be understandable!...although he is bz, but i know im always in his heart...*im learning... i really thank for giving this chance to let me know HIM....although he is not the best...but he is the best for me^^...i will appreciate him so much....and i know he love me much too^^...

picha of the day..^^

cutie hat @ gurney...i gonna grab this for my Eudy..