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Its Friday today. It should be ahappy friday for most of the people since tmr is holiday again. :)
as normal i wil be at my sweet home by today but im not going bak today due to I got a badminton practice v colleagues tmr morning. miss my niece so much...

see! how cute she is! :)

what a boring friday i have :( staying alone at home. feel to go out and have a drink but i found no frens to acc me..poor me!! anyway, be cheers and so im blogging here. hehe

seem like not in good luck in my career. has been interviewed few companies. Some responded but im not prefered, some not responded but im prefered. Applied for the Accenture in singapore. wish to go and explorer over there. I tot it is a chance for me. who knows?. they rejected my application. kinda sad to received that email. I tot there is a hope to me but end up wil disaapointment. keep finding. My ex-colleague has introduced me one of the Tets Engineer pos in singapore called SDJU if im not wrong. Im thinking to apply it or not since they are looking for senior but not like me which have a a year+ experienced "kid". anyhow, its under consideration. give another 2 weeks time to see whether the company call me second interview or not. :)

one of the HUGE boss in my department coming along from USA to PG and we have the meeting sharing session v him called Tom. yes. frist time I meet my big big boss. During the meeting, few project managers gave their talking and sharing to us. I looked to the way they present, they are so awesome. It gives a feel to me saying that they r so talentant and so knowledgeable. especially my project manager. The way she spoke, the way she present, she looks tough and strong. while she is presenting, I was thinking "will there be a day I will be look forward jus like her?" if she can, why not me.?..right?. said is much more easy than action. recently listened to a song called "What are words" by Chris Medina. Its such a nice song. and i rmb that part of the song lyric sing with "What are words if you really don't meant it when you said them". So once we said it out , promised made and we do it as much as we can.

I think i need to change an environemnt and explorer to other job scope. hope that I can get the job. I believe I will get more chances to learn in all acpects like speaking, communication skill with clients, presentation skills, thoughts, technical skil and others. one thing I needed to learn in most is to be confident. im seriously lack of it. :(

Ok. I gonna watch vampire dairies now. tata :)
here to wish happy mother's day to all mummy in the world and also my mama., mum I love you. thanks for bringing me to the world and giving me such a lot of love and cares, things and lot more. Thanks you. Be healthy always. Love mum, Love Life ♥

my boyfie said I look like hybrid in this pic :)